You should just give up! You’re a loser. A stupid, pathetic loser. Every single thing you do to try and make your life better, you well and truly fail at. So just stop trying. Accept your empty existence for what it is. You have nothing going for you, your passion and dreams have dwindled and no one wants to be around you incase their terrible loser mentality rubs off on them. You spend your life alone being a failure and all you have now is masturbation and escapism. So you keep watching me to distract yourself from your useless existence as your life slowly passes you by and you continue to achieve nothing but being a complete and utter LOSER.