I'm frustrated. Like really frustrated. I want to move out of my step parent's house so bad but don't have the funds yet. I don't get any privacy at all. I can't even sneak outside for a smoke! I was at the back of the house and my step-dad must have seen the smoke cause I got busted. Great, that's all I need is to feel small again and get grounded or something stupid like that. My step parents are so determined to keep me away from all the bad stuff they did that they watch me like a hawk. At the very least I've been able to get a few tattoos and get my hair colored and cut the way I want. They told me not to smoke, ever.