Crossdresser is still in the closet but is eager to find a boyfriend, which would be the first boyfriend I have ever had. So I will be making videos of me getting all dolled up and using my toys on myself. Pretty much my studio will be videos and photos of my journey from deep in the closet as a straight guy to becoming a crossdressing, boy-loving gay guy and or if I fall in love with the way I feel when I finally go out dressed like a girl, I may transition into a girl. I like being a girl better but I don't know if I will actually want to transition into a girl and I don't know if I will enjoy having a boyfriend. You will just have to watch my videos and see where this journey will take me.