You are into a 3 the most stupid fetishes in the world : Sissification , feminization and castration! I will tell you my opinion about this! Normal man with a normal cock never will fantasying about cut it off like a peace of excess meet, will never dream about be the cheap whore with make up, womans lingerie, high heels in a mans body ! He will never dream to get fucked with a big cocks for few cents at night and play a role of a man in day! So i can tell that if you want to cut off your cock - it must be so tiny, so disgusting, you cant bring the woman to orgasm with him, and it is just a little clit - so thats why you are into sisification ! If you want to cut it off - better do it, because if you dont like your cock NOONE will NEVER like it! I can just kick your tiny cock and balls very hard that your eyes will fall out from your stupid head ahahahah